<i>The Wounded Healer</i> : The Lived Experience of a Clinical Psychologist With Mental Disorders

INTRODUCTION: Clinical psychologists living with mental disorders occupy a uniquely complex position within the mental health workforce. Despite their professional training, they confront a dual identity as both healers and help-seekers, rendering them vulnerable to stigma, role conflict and identity disruption. Understanding how these practitioners construct meaning in their lives and professions is therefore clinically and professionally significant. AIM: This study aims to explore the meaning of life for a clinical psychologist who is a survivor of mental disorders. METHOD: A qualitative approach was employed using Interpretative Phenomenological Analysis (IPA) within an idiographic, single-participant design (n = 1). Data were collected through a semi-structured in-depth interview. RESULTS: The analysis yielded 13 superordinate themes, organised under four main themes: (1) The process of self-understanding, (2) Self-transformation, (3) The psychology profession as fulfilment and (4) The psychology profession as a stressor. DISCUSSION: The participant's meaning of life emerged through a prolonged process of self-understanding and self-transformation following adverse experiences and mental disorders. Meaning was ultimately found through professional practice, interpersonal connection and self-disclosure. The findings are interpreted through the wounded healer framework as the primary theoretical lens, with additional contextualisation through relevant empirical literature. IMPLICATIONS: These findings provide insights into how an individual constructs meaning in life while navigating the dual roles of clinical psychologist and mental disorder survivor, with implications for clinical supervision, training and mental health nursing practice.