So You Didn't Write the Next Great Novel (And How to Move Forward Knowing You Probably Won't)

This thesis discusses the relationship between creative ambition and the paralyzing effects of perfectionism within the writing process. By analyzing this relationship via a lens on philosophy, psychoanalytic theory, and personal experience, it argues that the obligation and pressure to produce "good" work can often prevent sincerity and creative momentum. Divided into several sections, it also delves into ideas like inspiration and the revision process, tying in my own experiences with drafting my first manuscript, which resulted in years of writer's block and cynicism. The thesis also considers how cultural conditions contribute to creative stagnation, and deconstructs the concept of the tortured and obsessed writer. Finally, it redefines success not as creating something exceptional, but as continuing to write despite the uncertainty and doubt that comes along with it.