Center, Horizon, and "Taking a Stand": A Phenomenological Map of Decision Episodes

This paper offers a phenomenological description of conscious decision episodes in which agents experience themselves as facing a live choice and "taking a stand." It also argues that such a description supplies a structural supplement to existing accounts of decision and self-commitment, especially Moran's account of avowal and Chang's account of hard choices. Moran shows why deciding is not merely reporting an antecedent psychological fact; Chang shows why some choices are not settled by the balance of given reasons and may involve will-based reasons. What both accounts leave underdescribed, I argue, is how an agent can encounter a practical question as already determinate enough to be this decision now while the outcome remains open enough to require commitment. Drawing on Husserl's object–horizon structure, Gurwitsch's theme/field/margin, and James's focus/fringe, I describe such episodes as instantiating an i-structure: a center–horizon pattern whose focal node gathers "this situation" as a unified whole while its horizon encodes considerations, constraints, and possibilities. I distinguish two gradients across this structure: identity-determinacy, concerning how settled "what this is" is, and affordance-determinacy, concerning how settled "what I can still do" is. Their divergence marks a crossing phase, whose resolution I call authored resolution: a commitment experienced as my doing, neither mandated by reasons alone nor random or alien.