Beyond Theodicy: The Physician's Existential Crisis

Abstract This paper examines the tension between ontological and epistemological approaches to understanding spiritual crises within the therapeutic context. Drawing on neurophysiological research, Jewish mystical thought, and existential philosophy, I explore how the hemispheric division of the brain serves as both metaphor and mechanism for understanding different modes of engaging with transcendence. The paper argues that effective therapeutic practice requires practitioners to navigate their own inner spiritual conflicts in order to create authentic healing spaces for patients—a process involving the integration of rational analysis and intuitive understanding. Through autobiographical reflection informed by contemporary neuroscience and religious philosophy, this study contributes to emerging discourse on spirituality in clinical settings.