From Repression to Performance: An Autoethnographic Account of a Chinese Young Gay Man

The inherent tension between traditional ethics and sexual identity among young gay men in Chinese culture has constructed the unique living condition of them. Based on autoethnography, this paper traces a life course focusing on identity negotiation mechanisms of a young gay in multiple fields including family, workplace, school, and online communities. This transformation not only reflects the gradual adjustment of traditional ethics in Chinese modernization, but also provides a reference for understanding the adaptability of minority groups in China.